Cops sirens blaring Friends history fading Love ones lost to the battle of romance Wanting to have that one last dance Burning on the inside Flashing on the outside Will my heart ever heal Feelings that are way too real Paranoid at the sounds Memories piling on the mounds Reaching for that place Where I can find peace within my race Broken hearted Tired of being retarded Wanting to know the truth Desperately trying to move Away from my own heart Not knowing where to start Not able to think Scared to even blink Dont want to miss a second My love is completely reckoned Fires burning wild Thoughts essence filed How many lovers paid How many memories fade How many loves should you know How many lies do you crow Killing my inner soul Becoming tired and dull Fetching for that reason Wanting that one poison Not even good to see But I want her to want me Controlled by inner craves Crying as she bathes With another friend Is this the way it will end